11/17/2014

The missing reminder


"Do not step on the broken glass! You'll cut your feet."
"Do not play in the middle of the road! You might get into an accident."
"Do not play on the edge of the slope! You'll slip and fall."
"Do not go over the shore! You don't wanna get drown, do you?"
"Carefully holding the knife, you might get bleed"
"It's too hot outside. Stay at home."
"Do not play in the dark. Anything might get to you"




Hey, 
As people have been saying, grades don't measure intelligence and age doesn't define maturity.
You have missed something. Pain and love, both don't choose men to be assassinated.


Hey, you forgot to remind me something. 
But here's a little something.
I dare you to listen and read
That the words are white, but promises are grey. Misery is black but I chose red.
For all the things you have done
And that my heart turns into a stone.
Come and lay with me
Enjoy these little cuts you made me.
I don't know you anymore. That makes me sad.
But how could you, for this feeling of an agony,
Of not knowing myself entirely. 


Don't worry. Broken glasses don't scare this tiny little girl anymore. As I grew, nothing will never be compared with all the cuts and scars I had on my wrist. 

Don't worry, accidentally being in love with a person like him is way more suffocating.

Don't worry, I have fallen harder than anything could possibly be.

Don't worry, I have drowned in my thoughts and in silence, it's killing me. Caused by the one who promised me forever. But I guess forever was not long enough.

Don't worry my beautiful moon, I have never told anyone how your tongue is the sharpest of all.

Don't worry, I have turned the coldest. Nothing can fix me.

Don't worry, darkness deserves an honor. For showing me that as the time passes, everyone leaves and sadly, my shadow too. 




Batrisyia Naser, 12:32am